knocksyoudown

any posts that consists of swearing is aimed at my mother. +ILOVETRINH
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The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn’t.

before, i couldn’t shut you up.
now, i cant even get a hello.

When no one is around to see her pain,
she breaks down.
They say she’s so strong,
but they’ve never seen her cry.
She’s got everyone fooled.

but I’ve seen this all before. things shouldn’t have
gone this far. we shouldn’t have gotten so close.

one of the cruelest things you
can do to another person is pretend that you
care about them more than you really do.

I’m not afraid of loving; I’m afraid of not being loved back.

Just tell me how you feel,
because I can handle being “just friends”,
but I can’t handle you leading me on.

It’s that comfortably awkward feeling I get when you’re around.

If you could read my mind,
then I wonder what you would think of yourself.

I found every thing I could ever want,
wrapped up in something I could never have.

It may have been in bits and pieces,
but I gave you the best of me.

I must be a pretty good liar for you to
honestly think that I just want to be friends.

She read the entire dictionary and she couldn’t find
a single word to describe the way she felt.

The person you end up needing the most is the person
you swore you never wanted in the first place.

you had me from the day you smiled.

Take your damn fairy tale endings, and your
hopes, dreams, & wishes and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world, and that shit just doesn’t cut it anymore.

The truly painful goodbyes are the ones
that are never said, and never explained.

We know the truth, but prefer the lies.
Lies are simple.

and i can’t seem to run from the pain,
cause it hurts as we’re drifting away.

people are always asking ”are you okay?”
but never really expecting the truth,
cause the reality of the matter is,
if i was okay, you wouldn’t really have to wonder.

and if the sun don’t shine, baby through the rain,
you know your heart’s still mine.

but now the clouds are grey, baby through the rain,
we’ll slowly drift away.

I never meant to push you away.

People say they wish they had a happy ending,
I wish I had a story.

All she wants to hear,
is that you miss her,
when she’s not around.

I’m a strong girl,
I keep my shit behind,
even with tears streaming down my face,
I still manage to say “I’m fine”.

let’s jump off and start a whole new world together.