adriidriidrii. ♥

farewell

Adrii — Thu, 28 May 2009 10:35:14 +0000

moved to blogspot. i fucking suck at html LOL, fixing it soon. (:

http://www.halfasong.blogspot.com/

darkness

Adrii — Sat, 23 May 2009 03:14:23 +0000

it’s raining. hardcore. which is not good. so dark and gloomy, am i in hell? D: i think i’ll blog later today, cause i’m gonna secretly take photos of trinh ahaha ;D but yeah, here’s the update for now and wtf the rain just stopped. oh nope, there it goes again. wait no, it’s sunny ;D
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I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay.

A heart can hallucinate if it’s completely starved for love.

Would you hear me if I called your name?
Could you lie and say you felt the same?

And we’re more than friends,
but less than lovers.
My body’s been aching, my heart must be breaking.

after a while it stops hurting and starts to kill.

Hate is a four letter word,
But love is a four letter lie.

hold on to what
keeps you breathing.
Love when you’re ready,
Not when you’re lonely.

Cause you know you’ve got the key to my heart.

You can hear it in my voice, read it on my face;
I’m drowning in memories of the things I can’t replace.

she’s scared to get close to anyone,because everyone who ever said “I’ll always be there” left.
Maybe if my heart stops beating it won’t hurt this much.

And suddenly I became part of your past.

I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you, and told you that I loved you.

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.
Open your eyes girl,
don’t let it pass you, by the way he’s treating you is such a lie.

I never dreamed it’d be this way.
I’ve lost any chance for me to say,
To say that I miss you, say that I love you.
Will someone please tell me I’m okay?

I gave you the night.
You gave me the stars.

Trying to save you ruined me,
It tore me to pieces.
If only you could see,
What we could have been.

I’m ninety-nine percent sure that the person I love doesn’t love me back.
But just one percent of his love is enough for me to hold on.

And then I looked back,
and saw you walking away.
And when I thought there was nothing left to say,
you looked back and took my breath away.

There is no hurt like missing the one you love most.

Some fights are worth fighting for.

show me how to lie cause,
you’re getting better all the time.
sometimes tears say all there is to say,
sometime your first scars wont ever fade away.
tried to break my heart, well it’s broke
tried to hang me high, well I’m choked
wanted rain on me, well I’m soaked.

You walked away from the one person who never left your side.

She’s strong enough to walk away,
but too broken to look back.

Don’t depend on me to ever follow through on anything. But I’d go through hell for you.

I’d like to see you try and break me.
I told you “I have to start letting you go.“
What I meant to say was,
“I don’t know how to hold on anymore.”

They say time heals everything, but I’m still waiting.

I’m stretching but you’re out of reach
I’m ready for you when you’re ready for me.

The point is, we can’t help who we fall in love with.

just tell me it’s tearing you apart.
just tell me you cant sleep.

I am slowly falling apart.
I wish you’d take a walk in my shoes for a start.
and you might think it’s easy being me,
you just stand still, look pretty.

babywejusthappened

Adrii — Tue, 19 May 2009 05:36:33 +0000

today was seriously boring, i cbf to go to sarah’s LOL i love you sarah ;D and i still have geo shit to do. long update today! took me fucking three hours to find these quotes, cause i have no life, LOL D:
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people ask me why it’s so hard to trust people,
I ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.

don’t leave when i push you away,
that’s when I need you the most.

So far away from where you are,
These miles have torn us worlds apart,
I miss you and I wish you were here.

I can’t wait to see you,
I want to see if you’ve still got that shine in your eyes.

i say what’s on my mind, i don’t care if it offends you,
and if i don’t like you, trust me, i wont pretend to.

If you ever get mauled by a bear,
I hope he stays away from your face,
Because i think you’re cute.

before i met you, i never knew it was possible,
to look at someone and smile for no reason.

I miss you.
At random times during the day,
your face pops into my head,
and I miss you.

but love, i’ve come to understand,
is more than three words mumbled before bedtime.

i need a reason to stay here, i need a reason to
get up in the morning and not care that it’s raining.

It’s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen,
but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want.

it’s amazing how nobody notices the way she acts like
nothing is bothering her,
when really everything is.

Be nice and smile to everyone you meet.
You don’t know what they are going through,
and they may need that smile, and treasure it.

in life, there is one thing i regret: loving you.

tell me again about those better days,
this silence hurts me more than anything you could say,
broken knuckles, broken heart,
I fell in love then fell apart.

And I guess I’m just a fool,
I keep holding on to you.

The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart,
is that she starts to hand out the pieces
to anyone who comes around.

I used to believe in us,
when times got tough,
but lately I’m afraid,
that even love is not enough.

I’m done with all the late night crying,
so I’m going to tell you the truth & I aint lying,
that I love you baby without denying,
but there’s no chance of me and you,
so what’s the point of even trying.

I don’t feel like talking,
Just come sit close,
And put your arm on my shoulder,
It’s all I need right now.

How can we find forgiveness,
if we can’t even find the words.

You’re starting to drive me crazy,
I’m not used to being loved.

What hurts more than losing you is knowing
you’re not fighting to keep me.

I told everyone that I was okay,
and they believed.
I wanted someone to tell me that I wasn’t,
but they never did.

What I like the most about you
is that you can make me laugh,
when nothing’s even funny.

I’m going to smile my best smile,
And I’m going to laugh like it’s going out of style,
look into his eyes and pray that he doesn’t see,
that learning to live again is killing me.

What you left unspoken is talking louder
than anything you ever said.

patience can wait for now, I think I’ve waited for too long.

I would’ve given you all of my heart,
But there is someone who’s torn it apart,
And he’s taken all that I’ve got.

I miss you, it’s that simple.

The clouds i can handle, but i can’t fight with an eclipse.

Baby this is tragic cause we had it, it was magic.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled,
even when her heart was breaking.
The girl who could always brighten your day,
even if she couldn’t brighten her own.

Love should never be a secret.

what will it take to show you, i’ll be by your side?

we’re gonna be the love that lasts.

I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky.

with all these love quotes, adrii owns you all ;D

knocksyoudown

Adrii — Sat, 16 May 2009 11:23:48 +0000

any posts that consists of swearing is aimed at my mother. +ILOVETRINH
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The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn’t.

before, i couldn’t shut you up.
now, i cant even get a hello.

When no one is around to see her pain,
she breaks down.
They say she’s so strong,
but they’ve never seen her cry.
She’s got everyone fooled.

but I’ve seen this all before. things shouldn’t have
gone this far. we shouldn’t have gotten so close.

one of the cruelest things you
can do to another person is pretend that you
care about them more than you really do.

I’m not afraid of loving; I’m afraid of not being loved back.

Just tell me how you feel,
because I can handle being “just friends”,
but I can’t handle you leading me on.

It’s that comfortably awkward feeling I get when you’re around.

If you could read my mind,
then I wonder what you would think of yourself.

I found every thing I could ever want,
wrapped up in something I could never have.

It may have been in bits and pieces,
but I gave you the best of me.

I must be a pretty good liar for you to
honestly think that I just want to be friends.

She read the entire dictionary and she couldn’t find
a single word to describe the way she felt.

The person you end up needing the most is the person
you swore you never wanted in the first place.

you had me from the day you smiled.

Take your damn fairy tale endings, and your
hopes, dreams, & wishes and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world, and that shit just doesn’t cut it anymore.

The truly painful goodbyes are the ones
that are never said, and never explained.

We know the truth, but prefer the lies.
Lies are simple.

and i can’t seem to run from the pain,
cause it hurts as we’re drifting away.

people are always asking ”are you okay?”
but never really expecting the truth,
cause the reality of the matter is,
if i was okay, you wouldn’t really have to wonder.

and if the sun don’t shine, baby through the rain,
you know your heart’s still mine.

but now the clouds are grey, baby through the rain,
we’ll slowly drift away.

I never meant to push you away.

People say they wish they had a happy ending,
I wish I had a story.

All she wants to hear,
is that you miss her,
when she’s not around.

I’m a strong girl,
I keep my shit behind,
even with tears streaming down my face,
I still manage to say “I’m fine”.

let’s jump off and start a whole new world together.

driftingaway

Adrii — Sat, 16 May 2009 02:09:59 +0000

short update, i’ll be updating more better ones tonight ;D
so bear with me for now.
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Because these eyes don’t shine half as bright as they used to do, and they haven’t for quite a while.

sometimes you have to stand alone,
just to make sure you still can.

I know you’re sorry; I just don’t know if that’s good enough.
you’re a little late, I’m already torn.

here’s the truth about the truth – it hurts.
so we lie.

The minutes drag,
Then there’s a world between us,
And I’m too afraid,
Much too afraid to fall for anything.

Boundaries don’t keep other people out.
They fence you in.

You were like coming up for fresh air,
It’s like I was drowning and you saved me.

She has your hand,
but I have your heart.

you have stolen my heart.

The higher you build the walls around your heart,
The harder you fall when someone knocks them down.

p.s i still love you.

one day you’ll regret pushing me away.

What could have been, what should have been;
it’s meaningless because in the end, it isn’t.

thankyou,comeagain

Adrii — Mon, 11 May 2009 12:42:30 +0000

short update today, more blogging tomrow. tee is gay, and his quotes suck shit LOL, jokes. – scroll down.

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when i turn to leave, my heart stays behind.

people like you, are why people like me exist.

Sometimes you have to follow your heart, even if it’s somewhere you’re not supposed to be.

life’s a bitch, live with it.

Just close your eyes, and pretend it’s all a
dream, that’s how I get by.

and it is always this way.
my head is weak,
my heart always speaks,
before i know what it will say.

everybody hurts. deal with it.

I don’t think of you every day and night,
I got things to do, yeah I’m doing alright,
So I can’t explain why in times like these,
I nearly go insane when you’re not here with me.

We say “I love you” a thousand times.
We say those words but we can’t look each
other in the eyes.

Well I wish I had a parachute,
cause I’m falling bad for you.

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words.

i don’t ever want to see you sad, and everything i’ve got – you can have.

You can’t get to me.
my heart is made out of stone,
but go ahead and try, I dare you.

I swear the thunder came,
And brought the rain,
Then the lightning struck,
Babe, we were never the same.

I’ve given up on so many things,
please don’t ask me to give up on you.

So pardon me while I burst into flames.
I’ve had enough of the world and its people’s mindless games.

you asked me how much i love you,
i took a thousand steps into eternity and said, this much.
- adrii

the following quotes are by tee, LOL.

love is trippy.

How can I hold on to something that’s not there?

Time waits for no Adrii.

tryingtoholdon

Adrii — Sun, 10 May 2009 01:09:39 +0000

i just woke up, it’s early to me. ;D i think i’m able to skip tutoring today, again, yesssir. big update today, well i think it’s big. have fun reading ;D

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Love is giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them not to.

Love doesn’t walk away, people do.

Yeah, you’re sorry, I’m sorry, everybody’s sorry, but I can’t do this anymore. I can’t, and I won’t. I’m gone.

if i could fly from all the pain and fear,
tell me, why would i be standing here?

She says she wants to die,
but in reality, she just wants
to be saved.

i’m sorry if my eyes don’t sparkle anymore.

i can barely look at you anymore.

If you really love someone, you’ll forgive the unforgivable.

I wanted you to care,
and I wanted you to be there,
but instead you stood back and watched me fall.

I would give up everything i have to be everything we’re not.

I let you go.
but I thought you’d care enough to come back.

don’t say goodbye,
cause I don’t want to hear those words tonight.

I wonder how long it would take for anyone to notice if I
just stopped talking.

love will tear us apart.

What hurts more than losing you is knowing
you’re not fighting to keep me.

you’re not even mine and i’m
scared to lose you.

She hides her feelings quite well.
Don’t you think?

you know damn well we’d go crazy without eachother.

in the silence it became so very clear,
that you had long ago disappeared.

killing me softly with your words.

baby, if you took the time to
listen to her favorite songs,
you’d understand.

i give it all up, i’m taking back my love.

i don’t know where i stand with you anymore.

but she cries in the night,
she’s trying to hold on,
no one can hear her,
she’s all alone.

do you honestly believe i’ve forgotten about you?

imtakingbackmylove

Adrii — Fri, 08 May 2009 10:41:33 +0000

i love enrique iglesias,
weekenddddddd! here’s the first update of quotes ;D
and check the videosspace page. ;D
have a good weekend (:

update #1

I wonder how many times each day she dies a little.

All I want is one person.
One person to hold me down and force me to say how I really feel.

I can conquer the world with one hand, as long as you’re holding the other.

you were never supposed to mean this much to me.

Even though the times are changing,
Just know that I’ll always stay the same,
I’ll come running when you call my name.

Trying to save you ruined me,
It tore me to pieces.
If only you could see,
What we could have been.

if you love somebody, dont let anyone keep you apart.

She loves him more than he’ll ever know,
he loves her more than he’ll ever show.

If you hold back feelings because
you’re afraid of being hurt, you always end up hurting anyway.

Can you look me in the eyes,
and for the first time in your life tell me exactly how you feel?

I never meant to push you away.

It’s not the fall that kills you,
it’s the sudden stop at the end.

I’m fine without you.
well that’s what I thought.

you’re the one who keeps me asleep on the nights where i can care less if i ever woke up again.

i’ve been waiting, and i’ve learned that waiting is the hardest part.

i hate the fact you say you miss me but you do nothing about it.

i didn’t come this far for you to make this hard for me.

I could leave this world unnoticed, not the slightest care in the world, not even from you.

I have this heart, but nothing to pump.

She types “I’ll be okay” as the tears run down her face.

beatingheartsbaby

Adrii — Sun, 03 May 2009 13:43:45 +0000

here it comes in the morning, i’m just trying to forget,
keep it real, keep it simple,
and somehow just get out of bed.
pretty boring today, skipped tutoring so yeahs ;D i’ve decided since my life will not amuse you nor entertain you, i’m going to turn this into a quote wordpress, but still blog as usual ;D with additions of photos. starting tomrow. by the way, i love rachel, alot.

riverflowsinyou

Adrii — Fri, 01 May 2009 13:54:46 +0000

I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay.
pretty ordinary day today. actually, no it wasnt, totally fucked up, @#(@*(@#&@(#&@(#*&@(#&*(@#*@()#*@(#*(@#*(@#*()@*#)(@. really fucked up, are you fucking blind. yeah, no i’m fine now, you’re all gay, leaving me and going to buddha fest ]: more quotes are coming – check the page again LOL ;D talk to me, if you love me (: and im starting to upload old photos and shit so yeah. ;D
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i love robert pattinson.