i love sleep.
my life has the tendency to fall apart when i’m awake.
you know? long weekend after tomrow, yessssssssss. i have a full page of maths revision shit homework and i havent done it. i should do it to make sarah proud aha ;D someone kill my german teacher. so we can like, work in peace. go check my quotes page, im updating it again because i have no life. (: i watched law and order today and do you know how fucken scary it is? well this episode –’. someone get me robpattinson ]: i’ll love you forever if you do ;D and here’s a photo of alice the gay who came and say with adrii the gay at lunch LOLOL. i’m lame.
——————————————————————————————- give me one last breath to tell you how much i missed you.
i wake up late,
sometimes I wish I never woke up at all.
and I contemplate,
i guess maybe I’m better off alone. my maths teacher is weird. “I KNOW YOU’RE NOT TALKING ABOUT MATHS. I KNOW THE MATHS FACE. SHH, WORK.” LOLLLLL i talk alot because sarah’s in my maths class. ;D well mainly she just listens to me ahaha. anyways, fuck german tomrow, i hope the teacher forgets to do the quiz because i learnt nothing.. again –’ do you miss her? well you’re not doing anything to change that. only my dearest knows what im talking about. (: oh and by the way, no the world does not revolve around you, and yes i do eat my feelings. hope you guys are doing well.
——————————————————————————————- and suddenly i became part of your past.
Old photo of me and sarah hahahaha i love her heaps.
and when your world seems to come crashing down, and the people you thought you could trust have betrayed you – smile.
smile, and make them wonder why.
can’t wait till tomrows, i look forward to wednesdays (: fuck maths homework, one page of shitless questions, fuck you maths D: i’m gonna update my quotes page again, found so many freaking good quotes. girl, you deserve better. german sucks. i wanna fail. im doing it next semester too, oh god. school sucks shit, i like art though, haha. and english too. i love robpattinson & ericdane (; let him go. did you know that i love robpattinson more than you. and i should go do my maths and media homework –’ erase this feeling, and when you feel like the whole world is crashing, you can come to me, i’ll be here with chocolates and tissues and my unconditional love. have you tasted the lemon sorbet icecream thing? fuck, its so nice, *drools. i love you, laters (: oh and i believe you’ve taken my heart. did you know my english teacher is probably cooler than yours? LOL;D
——————————————————————————————— i’d be lying if i told you, losing you was something i could handle.
promises are just lies with pretty
ribbons tied to them, had anzac day thingy at southbank with state high, it was alright i guess, i repeatedly kicked alice’s seat LOLOL, and pointed to the guy next to me. who the fuck was he anyway oO”. and alice gave me the evil stare D: but then looked at the guy, and i was like LOL! the guy with the guitar sang good (: *melts, haha. oh and, i’m gonna go update my ‘quotes’ page so go check it. (: i feel like banana milk shake and lindt chocolate and, oh god, *droools, laters O; —————————————————————————————– wish i could disappear forever,
and when you start to miss me, it’ll be too damn late.
kill me already.
you should already know i’m generally a lazy person who tends to procrastinate and cant even be fucked to walk about 1O meters to get paint – ask sarah LOL. now i can’t be fucked waking up early to catch the bus to school tomrow, i mean seriously. ]: oh well. we’re having the anzac thingy so basically we’re gonna die of hotness at southbank. is this what state high staff want, to torture us like this? @)(#*@(#@. anyway, i should sleep early tonight to actually be able to wake up tomrow ]: tomrow’s gonna be a good day. (: i think. other than the fact i have to wake up fucking early. goodnight (:
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how come it’s so easy to say hello, but takes a lifetime to say goodbye?
in a world of pollution, profanity, adolescence, zits,
broccoli, racism, ozone depletion, sexism, stupid guys
and pms, why the hell do people still tell me to have a nice day?
tomrow is the maths test thingy, me and sarah didnt even try for the last one rofl. guess tomrow’s gonna be okay (: guess what? i love chris brown. and robert pattinson. i feel like copying & pasting quotes again D: but i really cant be fucked. so i think i’ll do that tomrow. interesting life i have dont i LOL, i hate my subjects this term, or maybe i should try harder. maths is gg, art is creativity, and trust me i am not creative aha. geo is okay, but wtf how come i suck on computers – -’ i seriously dont try for german. and the only subject i love is english, stfu im not weird. its the only thing im good at LOL. laterrrs (:
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i must be a pretty good liar for you to honestly think that everything’s okay.
the person you used to know, became the person you knew.
it’s agonizing to see how much they’ve changed, and sometimes you wonder if they even ever remembered you. and sometimes when you walk past them, you’ll see a sudden smile. a smile that has always been there from the start yet you never can tell if that smile’s for you. but always remember that sparkle in her eye is there because of you.
a sudden change is all it can take for your wall to crumble back down, and tomrow is fucking school – kill me now. the less school the better –’ oh well, its back to smiling for show. (:
—————————————————————————————– did i make it that easy, for you to walk right in and out of my life,
milo, mmm *drools. its already 3:58 pm, what a fucking day wasted –’
omg nothing to blog about agains. im gonna share the adrii adventures with you all haha (: a few days ago, it was past midnight, i walked towards the door to lock it, and here’s what i hear from my 2O something new olds neighbours, (who are obviously in uni)
chick 1: i dare you to ….
chick 2: hahaha i’ve had sex under a tree and a rooftop already!
chick 1, chick 2, chick 3: AHAHAHAHHAH *giggle and laugh*
adrii: walks away from the door* what the fuck. =\
yeah they are sluts ahaha. tomrow’s school, see you sexys (:
————————————————————————————— the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love ,
love someone else.
what hurts the most, is the silence that is almost unrecognizable that is left from the words we speak.
today was boring and i did not go north shore ahaha shh my parents dont know it starts today. my day consisted of texting and msn. how interesting – -’
should i search more love quotes since i have nothing to blog about? i cbf.
actually, ill copy & paste parts of choruses/verses from my favorite songs (:
I’ve been kicked around and let down,
been told a lie and lied about,
it wasn’t until i found, you right here in front of me,
and I’m gonna fight to keep you mine,
before I let you walk out of my life
I keep on telling myself that I’m alright,
But I know that this one’s in other time ,
When I let him go, when I was fine, oh I can’t lie,
Cause I never fell harder, I stopped when you started,
Right when you parted & now I’m stuck here,
Why did I listen to my inner vision & run,
When there was nowhere to go?
I can’t live without you, girl I tried,
It’s obvious I need you in my life,
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im falling head under water, slowly drowning as the water continues to flows in, i’ll use my last breath to tell you i love you. I LOVE CHRISTINE BTW. (:
nothing to blog about so here are some love quotes for you heartbroken and loved up people :}
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L O V E Q U O T E S P A R T #1
You moved like water over rock and wind through tree, but you were never really mine, were you?
I tried and you didn’t bother.
I fought and you gave up.
So when you start to miss me,
Just remember one thing,
you were the one who let me go.
Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I’m falling apart.
Looking at you was a choice,
talking to you was a choice,
but falling in love with you, i have no choice there.
i need you like a heart needs a beat.
Saying too little is as bad as saying too much.
“I dont believe that anybody feels they way I do, about you now”.
Anyone can make me smile, but boy, you’re the only one who makes me happy.
& your the one who keeps me up at night ’cause I can’t stop thinking about you.
you walked away, when i needed you most.
a hug can mean i want you,
a kiss can mean i love you,
but words can’t explain how much i need you.
never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking about.
i’m tired of trying, i’m tired of crying, i know i’ve been smiling, but inside i’m dying.
He’s the one person she can never look in the eye, just because he’s the only person in the whole world that would be able to tell that laugh and smile are far from real.
I’d pull the sun out from the sky to light your darkest night,
I wouldn’t let one drop of rain fall down into your life.
And together we can watch the world fade away.
What do you do when the only person who can wipe away your tears, is the one who made you cry in the first place?
Second chances don’t matter; people never change
I need you to know you can fall into me, that my arms are wide open and will always be.
when i say i love you, i mean it much more than you could imagine.
Because i can’t lose the one that holds me together.
why are you trying so hard to push me away?
Sometimes, we say goodbye to see who would hold on and who would let go.
For once, I want someone to ask if I was fine and i would reply yes, I want them to look me in the eye, and say “dont lie to me”.
it’s hard to believe you loved her, just like you loved me.
cause’ when you’re all alone, thats when it hurts the most.
